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Friday, November 24th, 2000
8:10 am - Silent, Desperate Death
I don't know what's been wrong with me lately.. I've been kinda depressed for like.. no good reason. It's kinda pathetic actually. I dun like being in this..

I got into a fight with my mum and my sis too. Now it's like the whole family is caught up in this silent battle almost. Nobody's talking to eachother, and it seems that everyone is too stubborn to back down. Must run in the family, ne?

And I can't help but think that this whole fight is because of me..

And I was seriously thinking about suicide. X_x;; I doubt I would actually go through with it.. I'd be too scared. But I keep thinking about it, you know? Like how everyone would feel after I'm gone and all. Kinda reminds me of that Blink 182 song. X_x;; DuDe, I feel screwed up..

Maybe I'll get over it or something.. Oh well, need to give it time then, I guess.

//I can't live in this world//

current mood: depressed

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Saturday, November 4th, 2000
9:24 pm - Kara's Birthday ^_^
DuDe, it was mah best friend Kara's 14th birthday today! We went to this wikked cool Japanese restaurant where the chefs cook in front of you. ^_^ It was so cool! I love going to those.. The whole place smells so nice =D Like ginger sauce. O.o;

We ate there with 2 of our other friends, Doris and Shiva (hi! =D) and we talked and stuff. It was so much fun just to sit there with them and all, ya know?

Our chef was so cool! He wore this big purple chef hat and a matching scarf. He called mee "little girl". O_o;;; Oh well..

I drew her the SPIFFIEST card ever. It was a stroke of pure genius! =DDDD On teh front was 'Sailor Chicken' which was a little chicklet dressed up in a sailor fuku and on the inside it read: Happy 14th Birthday, you crazy chicken, you.

How fun! ^___^

current mood: cheerful

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Friday, November 3rd, 2000
9:29 pm - Weird Al!
Hehe, Kara and me went to the Weird Al concert yesterday. Waaay too much fun, no daa. It was awesome! XDDD

The opening act was some random evil comedian guy who was not funny. He had something against Maine too. And Florida. I didn't like him. >.>;

And then Weird Al came on! God, he's such a queerball! And a spaz too! XD He came like dancing with his accordian, and we had these die-hard Al fans behind us that were like.. confessing their love for him. It was damn funny =D

Half the songs he did were mosh material O_o;; No kidding! I'm not joking! Hehe, that'd be kinda funny though.. a Weird Al mosh pit. X.x;;

He did all his old skool stuff too! Like Amish Paradise, Just Eat It, Like a Surgeon, and Fat. ^_________^ And he did all the Star Wars songs tooooo!! It was hillarious!

So we had an awesome time and the light show was great and the comedian was kind of a schmuck but Weird Al was the coolest thing since sliced bread. ^_^ So all and all it was wikked good. I reccomend it, definently. ^_~

Oh, and during teh concert he had random little chibi movies playing on this.. like white screen and they were so durn funny!! One was about Germs and You and it was going on acting all paranoid and how germs were coming to kill us. Damn that was fun..

Well dats it... Hope you enjoyed it ^_^ Ciao!

current mood: ecstatic

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Friday, September 1st, 2000
7:03 pm - Going out..
Hehe, I'm going out tonight to meet a friend I haven't seen in like 3 years. ^^;;

I'm kinda nervous. I mean, what if she's changed and I don't know her anymore? A lot of stuff can happen during a 3 year period..**sigh**

It'll be ok, right? I'm social enough, and there's a helluva lotta stuff we need to catch up on, so it'll be fine. I think. I hope. o.o;; I just hope it doesn't end up a total disaster..

Well, I better be going now. wish mee luck, minna-san ^^ Ja ne!

current mood: anxious

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3:28 pm - Running, Running, and Ohmygawd! More Running!!

Yup, I had cross country today. Feh. -_-' I luv running and cross country to death but it's so hard! Especially in this type of heat! It's so evil-ish. I mean, it was a light day and all, only about 2 miles, but the heat makes it so much worse...

Gah, and half the people are better than mee O.o;; I mean, I'm a pretty decent runner, but half of them can run like 6 miles without getting tired. o.o;; What a blow to my ego.. **sigh**

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