Hoshi-chan (hoshi) wrote,
Hoshi-chan
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Silent, Desperate Death

I don't know what's been wrong with me lately.. I've been kinda depressed for like.. no good reason. It's kinda pathetic actually. I dun like being in this..

I got into a fight with my mum and my sis too. Now it's like the whole family is caught up in this silent battle almost. Nobody's talking to eachother, and it seems that everyone is too stubborn to back down. Must run in the family, ne?

And I can't help but think that this whole fight is because of me..

And I was seriously thinking about suicide. X_x;; I doubt I would actually go through with it.. I'd be too scared. But I keep thinking about it, you know? Like how everyone would feel after I'm gone and all. Kinda reminds me of that Blink 182 song. X_x;; DuDe, I feel screwed up..

Maybe I'll get over it or something.. Oh well, need to give it time then, I guess.

//I can't live in this world//
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